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30 Degrees

Sorted business = sorted

In other news, my account isn't letting me post comments, those admin must be feeling particularly hateful today.



Also, 30 degrees outside, what's the bet it's raining in LA?



Shabba x :)

I hate everyone. Except you, TB.

I don’t care if this is more venting, I need to vent.

My so-called friend is ignoring me like I’m dead [which, for the record, I might as well be] and now feel super down after reading a tonne of old emails she sent me telling me how much I made her laugh and now I can’t help but think where I went wrong, or even why I’m blaming myself for this since this is completely out of my hands now, and completely blown out of proportion.

Full of confusion and hate right now. Tomorrow I have to get on and sabotage someone’s career, and rest assured, I will be doing it with the utmost glee.

Everyone should suffer as what I feel right now. I don’t care if this is selfish. When it comes to people, I’m usually nice. Right now, I’ve fucking had it.

A Little Less QQ, A Little More Pew Pew [Take Action]

So these past few weeks have been crazy to say the least.

Firstly, exams are over, and I could literally not be more happy. Most of them went the best they could’ve gone, so fingers crossed for decent results. Slightly sad that it’s only Friday and I’m already missing Music in a Stockholm-Syndrome kinda way, but that’s what school does to you.

Hmm.

Anyway, I don’t have to revise anymore so this is a definite positive, along with the fact that on Monday I’m off to America once again :) which seemed to come around really quickly, although sad about how much I’m missing while I’m away.

On the downside, my so-called “friend” still isn’t talking to me, let alone apologising for some shit that went down last weekend, but I’m going out tomorrow, and I’m on the point of giving up caring, as long as I get to see people before I go away then that’s all I care about, but I’d just like to thank my friends [especially Sofi] for being an awesome listener and sympathiser and not judging me too much for things beyond my control.

Summer officially starts here.

What a bittersweet feeling.

Right Now:

Listening To: The Yogscast and TotalBiscuit Deadmines Run

Watching: The Weakest Link on mute

Loving: Getting stoned last night, the weekend

Eating: Gum, as always boiiii

Thinking: This is turning into a dA journal entry

Quote of the Day: “What’s the difference between Chinese people and Japanese people?”

“They’re both different shades of yellow.”

[No racism intended, we were watching a Korean film and I wanted to know the difference]

 

 

Further NB: Probably my last entry before I leave for Americazzzz

Ciao for now xxx

"you can quicker get back a million dollars that was stole than a word that you gave away."

^^ truth

Moar confused hate spam??

I think so.

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-mentally tortures self-


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My Horrible Life, Version 4.??

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^^ the internal struggle I must deal with after reliving last night countless times through my minds eye.

Poor alcohol, it always gets the blame for everything.


p.s. I'm a pimp now.

Take What You Can, Give Nothing Back

You made me smile
You've seen me cry
Don't miss me Bobby,
It's time to fly :)




<3

Friday

I don't even know how to begin this standard blog post. I'm drunk at 8:31 on this Friday night in my living room with my parents being "hilarious."

We started today with a form picnic on the field and more yearbook signing + breakfast muffins. Then off to Psychology, where we watched the best videos ever, including:




thanks to Jack :D

Then a massive music conversation which involved me divulging into some crazy Ouija Board conversation and I thought for the rest of the day I would be paranoid about voices following me EVERYWHERE. But it didn't happen :D it was an amazing hour.

We spent two hours out on the field taking photos and grass wrestling and more yearbook signing, it was so good, with a last goodbye to our awesome music teacher. There were almost tears, but I manned up and carried on.

Lunch was fudge and chewing gum.

Fourth we sat outside and I tried to climb inside a bench to get in a photo and five minutes later I managed to get out [I don't really remember this].

Fifth was English, which I cried basically all the way through, but Hannah-Clare was amazing and lovely and put up with my ugly cry face while we chewed curly wurlies and watched out amazing Wuthering Heights video while giving the teachers their presents.

<3

Then a trip to Spoons, and three double vodka and oranges later and I managed to stumble off to the station thanks to Sofi, but I saw Emma and she managed to escort me home :)



I'll miss my train buddies the most.




it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right;
i hope you had the time of your life..


FEATURED: TOP 20 MOMENTS OF WEALD OF KENT


1. The Ace Crew
2. Madame Carter, who gave me chocolates because I was so good at French
3. Mrs Barton ICT
4. Maureen losing her cherries in English
5. Maureen's bear picture
6. Breaking into our form room and turning the tables upside down with Aly
7. Wollen
8. Simahon Cowell
9. Music GCSE and hating Lonny for the first time
10. Old school form assemblies in Year 7 when it used to matter
11. Year 12 team building day
12. Year 10 RE which mostly involved playing the "In My Pants" game
13. My first detention with Aly and Lois for missing half a science lesson
14. GCSE results day
15. Our very first 6th form entertainment
16. Our very own 6th form entertainment with Hom + Soulja Boi dance
17. Our many many monkey world jokes
18. Awesome trips to Sainsburys in the middle of the day
19. Our final Spring Concert
20. Our last day, I will never ever forget this





<3

Thursday

The day before it all gets scary.
Just watched the final episode of Scrubs to get myself in the mood.

Had a fabulous day today, of course. Travelled down to Sainsburys with Hannah, Carmen and Steph after our teacher decided she was too nice to make us write essays, to find presents for the teachers and arrived 15 minutes late for Psychology, where we had ice lollies and quizzes about aggression and Harry Potter.

Oh and I wore my pajamas to school. Pics when they reach the internet.

Time to dig out the camera + waterproof mascara. There were very very nearly some tears today.


Dreading tomorrow.
xxx

EDIT: PHOTO

Wednesday

Two more days.

I don't think I want to leave.

We spent all of first generally reminiscing [it doesn't look like it's spelt right] about the best things that have ever happened to us at all.
I couldn't wait until Friday and decided to read my Year Book after all, and thank you for all the wonderful comments <3

So we had a form picnic at lunch with the rest of 11R who hadn't left at the end of Year 11 with awesome food and a massive whole year race [yeah... no.] and after a talk from the head of year this morning about uni, I've decided I NEVER WANT TO LEAVE.

2 more fun-filled days left.

Tuesday

So today was mostly uneventful, except a trip to Sainsburys, McDonalds, Shoe Shop, Co-Op and party shop all in an hour without getting skinned for missing registration and half of Psychology.

So I came up with the idea to get as many people as I can to sign my yearbook, but I'm not reading it until Friday, there will be tears, oh and I'm so impatient that I probably won't last that long.

Committments aren't really my thing.

Hopefully showing the English teachers their joyful present tomorrow, they'd better be as pleased as we are.

Emma xxx

Monday

So this is our last week at school.
Ever.

I won't ever have to get up at 6:10 on a Monday morning ever again.
So since Year 13's coming to a close, we decided a cool thing to do would be to make a video for our English teachers to say thanks.

I'll say this: it involved some windows, crazy horrible dancing and a tangled Kate Bush wig.




ATTN: SHAMELESS PLUG

1.3 Postsuscitated -- Eurovision

France: United Kingdom: 1 point

Graham Norton: We built a tunnel to your country.



I laughed for five minutes.



GO JEDWARD.

??

My blog's deleting its own posts?

1.3

Every time I think about it [every few seconds] I feel like crying and smashing some things Q_Q

I'm such an idiot
An obvious idiot


I SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED NEAR PEOPLE


-dies-


My mouth hurts from too much mint :'(



EDIT: the difference between flirting and being friendly ??

Mark 1.2:

Feeling slightly more in the loop and loving The Apprentice


@sometwat "Don't tell me the sky is the limit when I can make footprints on the moon"


Still hating certain people but that's a whole different can of worms.
And I hate worms.

Mark 1:

Feeling adequate, lonely and slightly mean.
But God only knows no one cares, don't want to get up tomorrow BLEH what's the point in anything?



More shit to sort out tomorrow.
Hope this passes.


I can't spell.

Ciao.

LESS QQ MORE PEW PEW

THIS IS WHY I'M BETTER THAN YOUUUUUUUU

To you, my wonderful friends

Do you have a problem?
Would you like your problem to be less of a problem but you're tired of people telling you they don't care?

Introducing the new Emma-tron 5000, a new system developed by Smith Co. that will take on your problems as its own, therefore somehow inexplicably relieving some of the burden from you. This process is made up of four important stages:


1. Recite your problem
2. Insert some kind of computer generated empathetic comment
3. ???
4. Profit

Feel free to share any problem you may have, for don't forget, a problem shared is a problem halved!! /lies























































































































/end sarcasm

...

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/finishes facerolling



I don't ever remember being this confused T_T
/cry
/whine
/fear


I really really hate everything.

Generic Nerd Post

The awkward moment when your World of Warcraft gamecard expires and you can't remember what it was you used to do with your life.

So I need some help.

Human: So I need some hel.
ALICE: So what actions are you taking to get hel?
Human: I meant to say help.
ALICE: Oh I see. Can you ask for help in the form of a question?
Human: Sure.
ALICE: OK let's do it. Woe!
Human: Can I have some help?
ALICE: Why do you want it?
Human: Because I have a problem.
ALICE: Interesting explanation. What's your problem?


http://alice.pandorabots.com/

Don't ever try telling your problems to a computer.

Blanket

I'm such an idiot ;_;

Black Attack: Justin Beiber Mark II

Let's take her down.




I'm so unwell
:(

The Bucket List

So I'm ringing in adulthood with a list of things I want to do before I die, bring it on.

- Visit the Grand Canyon
- Ride a motorcycle
- Go in a hot air balloon [got this present for my birthday]
- Go bungee jumping
- Celebrate Mardi Gras in Rio
- Feel happy with who I am
- See the Northern Lights
- Skydiving
- Climb to the top of the Eiffel Tower
- Tell someone I love them, and mean it

So

One week!!!
Goodbye childhood :)

<3

HATING

So I managed to get onto the internet just long enough to post this:



Tuesdays are almost as good as Mondays, only worse.

Fridays

It's cupcake day.

I just painted my nails and so they're purple.
I need to do something constructive.

Make a list? Ok.

- English coursework
- Music practise
- Find something to do over the weekend
- That's it

I'm watching Come Dine With Me and they're doing a Greek theme. They're wearing togas and everything.
Fuck I really want a fancy dress party.
Half term in 2 weeks.

Also thank fuck Psychology is over and I can start failing everything again.
My life is a fat old riot.


Oh and it's about to get fatter, the cupcakes are here.


SHABBBA.


EDIT: NO FUCKING CUPCAKES.

Bored

as fuck.

Revising on a Friday evening isn't nearly as glamorous as it sounds.

On the plus side...

I have a box of biscuits in the kitchen.

I'm listening to Tinie Tempah and he said he wanted to arrange the letters JLS together. Then I thought of Jess.

She is JLS.

I don't know what the point of this whole post was.

I miss my friends?

I wish I was in a boy band.

Right now

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Onto more better matters.
Happy new year.